Consistency.

Or the lack of it. I should stop saying I will try updating on a regular basis because I know that will never happen..

Truth be told, I was already halfway through an entry when my laptop decided to crash on me and well, it's been in the Laptop General Hospital for more than a month. Literally. I just got it discharged today. And I was surprised all my docs and programs were still intact. Like duh. They changed the motherboard, not the hard drive.

In a nutshell, this past month has passed by so quickly, and I couldn't be more glad. It's now Ramadhan again! Is it weird if I were to say I am so not looking forward to Syawal, somehow. Was telling my mom how I preferred this holy month to the celebratory one. There seems to be nothing to rejoice for. I mean, I do meet my relatives on a regular basis now, Syawal or not, so maybe that's why. Unless of course, if you are a newlywed or have kids then probably it would be a different story. I miss those times of actually missing Syawal back when I was overseas. Things were more significant then. And back then I realised I took things for granted.. which is probably what I am doing now, again. Human beings are so difficult to satisfy sometimes (most of the time).

I do not even want to get started on that, because now I miss Melbourne too much. Or rather, I miss being away from home, the norm, and from this country. Sadly.