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Having the coffee fix today wasn't such a good idea after all. The reflux hit me again, and trust me, this feeling is as uncomfortable as it gets. I should have just stick to getting a small-sized latte instead of the medium one. Lesson learnt - please do not be greedy next time.

The worst thing is, it takes about a few hours to actually get to you. The feeling I am having now - heart palpitations, shaky hands, and nausea. I should be continuing on my essay now but I can't think. Properly, at least. 500 more words to go. I can do this.

On an entirely different note, I discovered something earlier this week, which made me realised and understood and probably answered some questions that have been lingering at the back of my mind. I feel somewhat relieved. Words are just 'words', something that one can play around with. Unlike Alice, she did not fall into the hole, that is Wonderland. Maybe that is a good thing. Oh, and I received two pieces of good, no, great news this week. Cmt will be heading down to Melbourne as he won an all-expenses paid trip in the F1 Australian Grand Prix contest that he took part in. Honestly, how lucky is that? After all, winning in a lucky draw is like a one in a million chance. Looks like someone will be attending my graduation after all. Can I just say this is absolute madness? And then yesterday the bff dropped a bombshell on me saying she's planning to come and visit me in June. All the more we should head down to Cairns together. I hope all our plans materialise. It does make me feel that time is going to pass by faster, because I definitely am waiting for summer break. Looking too far ahead, but whatever.

Okay, you know what, I thought I would somehow feel better after blogging, but no. It is still the same. Aaaah. This won't do :(