Can't help but feel (or think) that things are getting back to square one, you know. I am not a dependent person, neither do I want to depend on someone (apart from my parents, since they are still sponsoring my studies), but sometimes one just need an outlet to, you know, just rant. Let your feelings loose. I cannot believe I have to do that only in person. Makes me think back on how I've survived the past 2 years or so. And still willing to sustain it, somehow. It is quite an achievement. I think?
I guess for now its back to my 'How Do You Like Your Coffee ?' diary. Its my daily notebook cum personal 'what did I do today? how do I feel?' diary. The kind that I used to have back in secondary school.
Seems like the closest thing to me now.
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