lingering thoughts.

So, maybe it is about time these thoughts go away, but obviously this is something proved to be very hard to do. Been doing a lot of thinking the past week. A lot is probably an understatement, considering the fact that I had a throbbing headache the whole of yesterday. I know I gave myself till mid-year to decide on my next move, but it seems like each day I wake up and I get this revelation - to finally head back to Singapore for good. This comes with a variety of reasons, which may or may not be good, in the long run, but who knows. One can never predict the future. I guess many might say while I still have the chance to study and/or work overseas, why not just grab it because many others might be fighting for this opportunity, but. Being overseas just does not cut it for me anymore. Four years of being away from home is enough, I suppose. I left about 95% of my life back in Singapore, and now I want it back. I think I have discovered enough about Australia, after being here for four years. It may be considerably big, since it is a continent by itself, but the states are in fact, pretty much similar. Unless of course, if we are talking about Central Australia. Then, that's a different story.

Aah. I miss home. The fact that I friends there whom I can just text and ask whether they are free to catch up. Even if it means meeting up more than once a week, because then, what's there to catch up on (looks at Noi). Them, who always makes me laugh. The fact that I can watch any movies I want, at any time of the day and don't give a hoot about the price. Go out, at any time of the day where the shops will still be open.

I need some trigger happyness.